WOW!!! this kind of stuff is weird for me.
when they said to pick someone live or dead you always jump tot he dead....WHY IS THAT????
I have only one person dead that I was ever really really close to and that is my grandfather that passed two years ago....Still as I reviewed the exercise it felt WRONG inside me. It was literally as if her were saying......"why are you trying to pretend that you are me? you are the healer in our family not me" and again I began to doubt that I had any ability to get these meditations to go right for me. I struggled through this until the guide said that I should change the focus of the light to myself.....
DUH!!!!
that was obvious....I can do that....i can place myself in a position of healer for my loved ones. My loved ones even know it.....
I could do this so much easier if it had just started out that way to begin with.
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Hi Shelly,
ReplyDeleteYou are too funny and it is true that we usually pick someone dead because I did the same thing. I struggle with the meditations myself because I have so much going on that I find it hard to focus but I guess that is where practice comes in.